A
friend asked me how I’d feel if Takeru were to be my husband and we would spend
most of the time together. I have been boasting that as my greatest but wildest
dream and desire, but I laughed at the suggestion, only to remember that as a
child, I have been a veteran at daydreaming and fantasizing about things like
this. But now, there is a slight pinch as I tried to fantasize once more. It
might probably be coming from the reality that it is impossible. Well, they say
that if you will really “will” it, it can happen but I think that’s just sooo
far-fetched. I haven’t even the means to purchase tickets to go to Japan!
I’m
not a child anymore who can thrive on one fantasy over another, and I know that
each time I try to use my imagination to satisfy my desires, I plant seeds
unconsciously which in time, I hope will grow but I don’t want to end up
disappointed if I see them not bearing any fruit, so I want to be careful now.
Everything can hurt you easily.
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